I don’t think I can ever get used to getting nervous over things.
There’s a piano exam for me in about an hour or so and to say that I’m feeling quite uneasy is an understatement.
I don’t wanna think over the pieces I have to play in fear that if I have a memory slip right now, I’d mess up for good during the real thing.
I don’t wanna air-practice either ’cause that’d result in the same thing.
I keep on thinking over what I’d do if I messed up.
Which next phrase should I jump over to?
How many marks would the examinaor take away?
Sure, it’s easy for the teacher and my mom to tell me about how I should just go in and play & enjoy like normally, but how can I do that when I’m not even that confident about it?
Some things never change.
